biabia (:

goodness gracious! the last time i blogged was 23 January, a good one month ago. i feel like i’m wasting my life away man. these days, i wake up just to go to work, giving moments with The Straits Times a miss, being myopic towards my messy room, being completely ignorant to what’s happening to my family members… in short, life has been quite screwed. i simply lost control of time, habits and system. it is not that i do not have things to do. in fact, i have many essays to complete but i am not working on them at all! i already have my PSC essay planned but am procrastinating due to the dread of writing. all these suck, seriously. to be unmotivated, lazy, apprehensive; all part of losing self-esteem. it was great to visit huangcheng, cos it reminded me that i was after once capable of taking up responsibilities and enthusiastic of being a high flyer. now i understand the importance of schooling, it forces you to work your body and brain and keep them from rusting.

my next schedule for work is quite pathetic. think it’s time to write in for internships and to chiong tuitions. else i will have to eat into my eighteen-year-savings, which is rather bad, lol.

i dreamt of getting my results last night and guess what? “MATHEMATICS – B”. WTH?! #$)%$#!@#! i think i will cry if i get B for maths, which is the only subject that i’m confident of. anyway, the printing quality of the results slip was poor, so i cannot remember my “grades” clearly, they should be like ABCC, ZZZ, don’t think i can go anywhere with that. this is so freaking me out, lol.

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