biabia (:

congratulations to all my friends on receiving their A level certificates. whether they were good or bad, i think we are all trying to overcome this turning point in our lives and are making tough decisions. i’m sure everything will turn out fine for my friends. as long as we stay happy, nothing will go wrong. (:

applause to 71! yey, we all did well. some of us were really stunned by our results, especially econs, for either we had no idea what we wrote or we did not complete our essays. anyways, i’m happy for my classmates. the hard work really paid off. we hung around in school to thank our teachers to six odd before having dinner at an Italian restaurant near school. the girls had some lot of fun vandalising doodling on the mahjong paper there, haha.

we then left for ben and jerry, where mister yang zeqi, our 8 distinction scholar treated us to the 20 scoop monster tub. cheryl and i were sitting at the far edge, making it hard for us to scoop. hence, we decided to stone and make pauline seah serve us, lol. da bing ge was also sabo-ed to sing “jenny” along with the live band, haha.

in all, friday was really tiring. i woke up early (something really rare these days), for a run at hwachong (which is even more rare). didnt manage to finish the run for i got dizzy again, ZZZ. the school compound feels different. i have been working underground for three months and i miss the air outside. i miss the noise at the benches, i miss the sun, i miss the breeze at school. i miss seeing the people i want to see, the friends that i want to be part of my life. sigh, i miss school.

i went to ntu open house with sao the next morning. got a paper bag full of brochures and goodies home, it was really heavy. hmm, it was good that i could learn more about the course i want but i got quite uneasy with the fact that i may be going to a university that was so easy accessible to others. accessible not in geographical terms but in figurative terms. i need to give this more thought in the coming weeks. will have to work on scholarships now.

left for huangcheng at around noon. it was great to see what we can do at huangcheng again. the theatre never fails to show me that endless possibilities do exist and how much we can do with our lives. i miss being so passionate about what i do. i miss being useful. it is the kind of zhi zhuo of huangcheng ren that makes our performances, our work so touching. no wonder seniors come back every year to watch the show, to sing “chang yi shou hua chu de ge” with the juniors again and again. wenen and i had our fair share of excitement as we screwed up the zong cai xie mu, lol. anyway, well done juniors. you deserve all the ovation.

my little nephew come over to my house ytd! heh, he is just so cuteeeeeeeeeeee.

stick out your tongue!

he’s doing his fake yawn!

i am getting confused, uncertain and vexed.