biabia (:

it was totally disgusting. the wait. the confusion. the inefficiency. it’s so – wtf. grr!

complains aside. the fact that it happened hasn’t seem to sink into my head yet.? it was hard to imagine that he was close to leaving. i was in a blank state. i couldn’t ask questions; i didn’t think of what if this happened, what if that happened; nothing came to me. no wonder i was quite lost at work today.