biabia (:

less than a week since my re-migration, and i’m sure that i prefer where love and warmth is gillion times to where ugliness is rampant. i need at least three and a half days to truly feel what is happening at home. just being home during the weekend doesn’t help. it only helps to screw me up when i hear of something from home in campus. guess it is time to re-think about what exactly do i want to learn from throwing myself into the land of ugliness, how much have i learnt so far and am i really gonna venture further. pure sickness.

i once said that i could lock myself in a concert hall with mayday and listen to them perform for my whole life. i think i could also stay with these four people in any place, for many lifetimes; just as long as they are safe, sound and happy with me.