biabia (:

How did I lose it all? In just 4 months.

ZOMGGGGGGGGG i’m getting SO EXCITED OVER YV. THIS IS DAMN IRRITATING! I want to know everything that has happened! I want to feel the hype, the rush of emotions, the feeling of high-ness, the great sense of achievement, the super proud feeling of yourself and your friends, your awe at the enormity of this entire camp, the vast number of things you learn about life zomg there is just SO MUCH SO MUCH. i want to feel together with all my awesome friends. but HRM paper is stopping me ): and so is the huge 100 000 miles distance between all of us.

I miss our #1 tfs. our #1 dance. all the learning experiences i went through. all these life long friends that i made and met. at this very special camp. that has a very special place in my heart. I wish I was there. to share all the hardships and joy. All the long tearful nights. Would I be able to relive all these again?

Times like these, i really miss home. with this cruel HRM paper racing towards me. I wish i could put down all these hurdles and fears, to run back into my safe warm home, surrounded with my beloved family and great friends.

abandoned jeans /:

27 nov, fri

In case you thought i died in denmark, no. It’s the mugging bug spreading from Singapore to Denmark. Haha. Exams are like next week. It’s a GG to me.

Clever me steamed myself ytd (fri). Was trying to pick up potatoes that flew to the stove. Got scalded by steam coming out from an adjacent pot. Very smart. (Y). My excuse: The kitchen is too dark for me to see the steam -.-

20 Nov, Fri

This is superly scary. I woke up at 8.30am this morning but all I did was to cover the culture chapter of biz strat. And it’s going to be 1 now. Why is time passing so quickly. GG to me. /:

17 nov, tues

Discovered how my strength actually attracted my weakness. It’s rather intriguing. Not strength being my weakness but rather how it attracts situations that show my weakness. Good thing that I’m learning to deal with it (: and it’s a new thing to share about in interviews! haha

16 nov, mon

This is the funniest thing I’ve seen for the longest of time. I laughed til my stomach and mouth cramped LOL This is shit shit funny. Please watch Jingle Bells in a different flavour :D

15 nov, sun

Seems like i’m getting less open-minded. or was it really fine to feel uneasy. why why why. it’s never easy. this life is never easy. never ever. when will i get that big big heart of magnanimity?

14 Nov, Sat

super unproductive study day.

was damn annoyed cos things can never seem to fall in place. after so long. or maybe it is just me.

13 Nov, Friday

Silvia was sharing with me how she enjoyed classes in CBS cos it’s so different from learning in Italy. It’s more interactive and fun over here. Well, I can’t deny that students here talk more than those at home. But for me, it isn’t that much of a wow-er as compared to for Silvia.

Struck me like how people can be drawn to better opportunities out there, when they realise where they are now cannot give them what they want. It is most obvious in jobs, in migration, and here in education. Same applies for family and life I guess. If we don’t build a proper home, nice comfortable, healthy, happy shelter for our family, they will yearn be in others, they want to leave and they will, at the end of the day.