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Clean break

biabia — Thu, 05 Mar 2009 07:28:22 +0000

Bitter sweet ending. A relationship that lasted for less than a week. It started off with me being completely confused about how we should go about with it. I was so worried, so afriad, cos everyone else was ahead of me. Others reaching the end while I was still struggling to understand you. When we finally had time to ponder upon our issues quietly, it was another agonising experience as we just could not find the right way to handle them, and I was in denial to face them. The entire of yesterday was not that effective cos I kept daydreaming.

But it is all over. This short, energy consuming and brain draining experience. I’ve it all in 8 pages, 2018 words. A sweet victory for all that I’ve put into this. We would still be friends, right Siong?

I’m a clever girl. I’m gonna spend my night with Mraz, Jason Mraz. (x

I ROCK, once again (:

biabia — Tue, 26 Feb 2008 17:33:18 +0000

i’m giving PSC a miss. hell, that i actually spent a week on that. it made sense, i mean i was just applying for the sake of applying. not that like i’m dying to be a civil servant. they wont want me for being so unenthusiastic about public service. i should just go focus on what i need and plan ahead ahead, hmm. thanks to miss lim, i am thinking better and more clearly. i mean my mind was in a whirl. i dunno what exactly to do and what kind of short cuts to look out for. at least now i am giving quality thought, rather than feeling everything in darkness.

it was great going back to hwachong, stoning at my place on the class bench, eating the one-dollar-hotdog-bread, visiting miss lim… it reminds me of how much i actually loved a school, my comfort zone, my aspirations… ahh, in short, i miss school. life without obligation sucks. i never thought i would desire for an unquestionable responsibility. urgh

just completed an essay for jingfeng, goodness, he is so gonna owe me a treat. i never dreamt of writing an essay for my friend. am rather surprised that i agreed to help. i would like gone like “huh, but it is your essay, how could i do it for you? blah blah..” but he is a poor chap. think those cj kids all are. with common test next week, spa this week, and a nonsense essay to complete for an external organisation. oh wellllll.

0133h looks rather late. goodness, i’ve got work at 12 tmr, ahh.

I ROCK.

biabia — Mon, 25 Feb 2008 16:37:02 +0000

i’ve finally got that essay done. (: sylvia, essays aren’t that scary, you can smack them down very easily. (: go on and whack the rest. (:

omgs, i need a life. i am so unoccupied that my mind gets distracted and loses focus. will results come soon so that i will get over the moon or cry my eyeballs out. this stage is so painful.

mayday, close up. here i come <3

i am opening a can of worms. will someone gobble them up to save me from the fright?

stop making me dream of odd stuff, please.