biabia (:

I THINK IT WAS A BRILLANT WEEKEND!

saturday was niceeeeeee. cos yv08 endedddddddd it was awesome to meet all the awesome people again. my group was so sweet. thanks for allllll the notes. (: super appreciated. thanks to lyon’s group for the speaker-cushion! HA. a thought came to me upon reading all the letters: what exactly have i done over this december that made people feel inspired about volunteering and that they had made a pleasant friend whom they would want to keep for life. (i found the answer, credits to nina:”you may not know but it is there” – YV song II) I was so FREAKING TOUCHED that i teared a little when reading the loooong letters from them and listening to the phone call. seriously, WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE? It is totally scary that friends tell me that they have made an impact on their lives after our friendships started out for only a month. Totally, unbelievable.

our group!

Having a party with little time to plan was a bad idea. Having no budget for a party, catering to 50 people wasn’t pretty too. Marina Barrage is amazing, you can make all the noise at night. Ha. All was fun still (: Watching people play stupid games. HAHA. boxers on tracy, g-string on fahan, disgusting milkshake + saliva, sucking – from the milk bottle… HA, I hope the Vday dinner can realise man. Parties are so fun!

Guess the ingredients

John, happily sucking for a milk bottle

71 was great company! (: I miss allllll the niaoing I got from the boys. And I got it from the first moment I meet them at adams road fc. They just meng niao-ed me. Although I was losing my voice and getting ill, I was really happy to see them and be with them that night. I miss cai cai’s sexy voice, I miss maria’s wiki explanations, I miss calling “da bing ge”, I miss yumings angst, I miss paulines “xiang wo ma?”, I miss cheryls “darling”, I miss watching da sao eat xiao mi mi, I miss being enthu about being on time for lessons with elaine and mannying, I miss mitch’s gruchiness, I miss yows shyness, I miss ma’s sexy legs, I miss joannes smile, I miss hannahs: “huh?”, I miss watching foongs stone, I miss being niaoed about gary, I miss eeloongs playfulness, I miss chunruis crazy talks, I miss rebeccas blurness, I miss xiangsu’s quietness, I miss alicias long hair, I miss weixins answers, I miss yangs imba brains, I miss dennys cuteness, i miss watching ksiong sleep with his eyes open. i miss, i miss. didnt expect myself to miss hwachong, miss 71 sooooo much. life is no longer like before. ): i cant even speak to my uni friends the way i speak to 71 ): NIWAYS, I almost got dunked by yuming, mitch and bingge. lol, i forgot why i didnt get dunk, but it was damn tiring can. ha. yang’s place is a good one to dunk ppl, cos he has a washing machine AND drier at home. LOL. seriously.

And we did it, Bee, edmund goh and myself. After 5 hours of sitting at central, we got that piece of paper – the ticket to mayday’s OPEN AIR CONCERT at stadium green this coming sunday. Every year, it becomes crazier and crazier. It started off with albums, 100buck ticket, t-shirts, more albums, super ex t-shirt, album, 151buck ticket, shirt, album. And now, QUEUEING for a ticket for hours. luckily edmund went early at  6 plus. about 80 ppl were before him in the queue. those who came later were under the hot sun ): luckily they managed to get tickets too. We should had gone at 2pm. Didnt have to queue. LOL oh well, we were plain kiasu and paranoid. It was still cool being the first block to receive the tickets!

Got home and was super tired. Was so happy to be home once again cos I didnt sleep at home for 2 nights. Though, it always seemed to papa and mami that I had fun outside and I enjoy being outside, I am always truly glad to be home, safe and sound, to share with them and my brothers what happened outside, while watching the tv, dramas, eating meals, snacks. Man, school is starting and I’ve to return to where ugliness is rampant ): I need more strength to face this.

Thank goodness that results were fine. but it is no slacking time next sem. (:

I want some time alone. to think, of resolutions. of directions. to make decisions. time time time.

congratulations to all my friends on receiving their A level certificates. whether they were good or bad, i think we are all trying to overcome this turning point in our lives and are making tough decisions. i’m sure everything will turn out fine for my friends. as long as we stay happy, nothing will go wrong. (:

applause to 71! yey, we all did well. some of us were really stunned by our results, especially econs, for either we had no idea what we wrote or we did not complete our essays. anyways, i’m happy for my classmates. the hard work really paid off. we hung around in school to thank our teachers to six odd before having dinner at an Italian restaurant near school. the girls had some lot of fun vandalising doodling on the mahjong paper there, haha.

we then left for ben and jerry, where mister yang zeqi, our 8 distinction scholar treated us to the 20 scoop monster tub. cheryl and i were sitting at the far edge, making it hard for us to scoop. hence, we decided to stone and make pauline seah serve us, lol. da bing ge was also sabo-ed to sing “jenny” along with the live band, haha.

in all, friday was really tiring. i woke up early (something really rare these days), for a run at hwachong (which is even more rare). didnt manage to finish the run for i got dizzy again, ZZZ. the school compound feels different. i have been working underground for three months and i miss the air outside. i miss the noise at the benches, i miss the sun, i miss the breeze at school. i miss seeing the people i want to see, the friends that i want to be part of my life. sigh, i miss school.

i went to ntu open house with sao the next morning. got a paper bag full of brochures and goodies home, it was really heavy. hmm, it was good that i could learn more about the course i want but i got quite uneasy with the fact that i may be going to a university that was so easy accessible to others. accessible not in geographical terms but in figurative terms. i need to give this more thought in the coming weeks. will have to work on scholarships now.

left for huangcheng at around noon. it was great to see what we can do at huangcheng again. the theatre never fails to show me that endless possibilities do exist and how much we can do with our lives. i miss being so passionate about what i do. i miss being useful. it is the kind of zhi zhuo of huangcheng ren that makes our performances, our work so touching. no wonder seniors come back every year to watch the show, to sing “chang yi shou hua chu de ge” with the juniors again and again. wenen and i had our fair share of excitement as we screwed up the zong cai xie mu, lol. anyway, well done juniors. you deserve all the ovation.

my little nephew come over to my house ytd! heh, he is just so cuteeeeeeeeeeee.

stick out your tongue!

he’s doing his fake yawn!

i am getting confused, uncertain and vexed.